I am lost within this womb of hatred Spreading awareness for clout and vanity Have your eyes been stitched shut? Or are you simply a vulture that feeds off euphoria? So this is what despair is like, no fucking hope left within my wretched soul, absolute nothingness here for me, this world was never meant, if this was all meant to be, then just leave me be to decay I've tried so hard to be an open person, but I think I'm finally at my breaking point, I've come to realize that you never gave two shits to begin with Oh, cold steel won't you slash through my veins? They won't worry for me until postmortem, as they find me hanging hollow from the ceiling as my lifeless carcass is twitching Your self-immolation If you truly cared about one's problems, you would actually, do something as opposed to taking the guilt after their death So this is what despair is like, no fucking hope left within my wretched soul, absolute nothingness here for me, this world was never meant, if this was all meant to be, then just leave me be to decay Oh, cold steel won't you slash through my veins? They won't worry for me until postmortem, as they find me hanging hollow from the ceiling as my lifeless carcass is twitching Oh, cold steel won't you slash through my veins? They won't worry for me until postmortem, as they find me hanging hollow from the ceiling as my lifeless carcass is twitching Slash my fucking veins! During My dying thoughts, I start to wish I could take this back and have you be the one whose's Eden is gallowed. Oh, cold steel won't you slash through my veins? They won't worry for me until postmortem, as they find me hanging hollow from the ceiling as my lifeless carcass is twitching